I like him so much and I wanna die hiding this. Oh God why do I have to fall in like with my own best friend every time?! Why? :( I can't be falling in like with people who makes me happy. Its just ridiculous. I know it is. We all know it is. And I pray to You, Lord. Don't let he knows about this. Don't let he knows that he's the one. I don't wanna lose a friend anymore. I don't want to stop talking to him. I know he's taken, taken by the heart. And remind me always to not to pray for us. Pray for our possibility to be together. I must pray for him and the girl she loves instead. Because he loves her and I want him to be with her because they look good together. Besides, she's a good girl too! Hee. Hopefully he'll get her one day. And hopefully my feelings fade and never will fall in love with any of my guy best friend anymore :DD Don't get me another guy best friend Lord. Please. Let him be the last one. That is all for now. Amen!
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