This morning, I was about to ask her what should I do if I happened to fell in love with my best friend? I haven't even started asking but just introducing her stuffs and she already knew who I was talking about. I was like noooooooooo Eurika noooo. But she knew about it already and she's the only one who knows about it. Bahaha. Yeah I told her the whole thing and she encourages me to tell him that I have feelings for him. I swear I have no idea what should I do. Because I'm afraid if I tell him, and if he doesn't feel the same way, it will just ruin our friendship. Thats what I'm really afraid of. Because I really really really do like him and I just hope this feelings fade faster than G6. Oh dear God, I wasn't suppose to have feelings for that crazy funny boy. This whole thing is so wrong ;( He's so funny that I almost died laughing at his jokes every time. Haha. And God, I beg You, don't let he knows that he's the one i'm in like with :P This is a secret between You, me and Eurika until I am ready to tell others. Hehehe. But Lord, to be honest, I realllly would love to be with him but I know I must not pray for that cus its really silly. Because he's in love with someone else and he looks good with her. Don't ever make me imagine our life together and stuffs! Please Lord :D I'd rather be his best friend forever than be his ex girlfriend. Hoho! That is all.
God bless me and Eurika hahahah
xx

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