Something I want to share.
Monday, 30 May 2011 @ 23:21 | 0 Comment [s]
These are the things I still keep inside my phone and my laptop. Not because I can't get over him or what. But because I just love keeping stuffs. Looking back at these things remind me not to do the same mistakes anymore. But I admit that I do miss you. A lot. Sometimes, but, I am now, in love with someone else. And you treat me this way, you want it this way, so yeah whatever.So these were taken before I went to bintulu :) This is mine. And yours is in gold colour. Love keychain :)) heeee big boobs :D (hi kevin if you see this, um, sorry) :) lalalallaal i could have use snipping tools but idk why lah :p hahahahah ♥ heee. again. These are our memories. This is your choice. Ah, those days when were still together. So many stuffs we've been through. You were strong. Until one year one day. until the 366 days together, you gave up on us. Soo these are taken in bintulu :) At Amek's house. heee Manchester United shirt again <33 dark eh :o I printed your photos and I put them on my wall after I got back from bintulu. And I still have them there. Hoho! These are the letters. On every anniversary, you'll surely write me a letter, showing how much you appreciate us being together and stuffs <333 1000 sorrys. I still remember once I told you to write me 1000 sorrys instead of writting...er i forgot. And I swear it was really just a joke. But you still wrote me this anyways. This makes me fall for you. Its true. I got touched so very easily. hehe. One of the letter laa. hahah Claudia made this. Claudia and Eric. Jong and Raffy. Me and you. Azmina and Izzat. All of us broke up already except for Claudia and Eric. Hopefully they'll last ♥ hahahaha claudia made this again. fuhh Your pictures :D when you were little, aww comelll :D so chubbbyy And I put them on my wall. hehe! I was complaining like a boss on Tumblr and you saw my posts and you comfort me and stuffs. I know, this doesn't mean anything. But. I love it when you comfort me. Its like, you care. You care about me :)) Heee Loook at you, you are soo cute :D hahhahahahhahaha. but i haven't seen you for so long now and I forgot how you look like :D There's more actually but I think this is just enough. Just wanna share some only. Heee You were once mean the whole thing to me. And when we were once a pair, there's billion million of guys but you're the only one i see. Thats how we girls feel when we're in love. Just that, I don't understand why people cheat though. So yeah. And I always thought that I can't survive without you. To be honest, Marsion and Derek do help me in moving on. I can actually live a day without you, with their help. Because they talk to me, they just talk to me the whole time and it makes me forget about you. And slowly, one day, two days, three days, four days and five days bla bla bla. So I kinda thank their existence in my life. This made me a stronger person. I also always thought that you're the 'guy'. And i want to wait for you forever. But copy that funny guy, anything could happen. And yes. something happened. I fell in love with someone else, and you stopped talking to me. How am i supposed to be still in love with you now? And if you're really the guy, you won't ask me to wait. Boys wait, not girls. That just silly. It always like that, between the two of us. It seems like, i put more effort compared to you -__- hahaah mlm whatever lah. And now, yesssssss, now, I am in love with a guy. A funny guy. And I don't wanna be sad thinking about wht happened to our relationship for these last two years i'm here in this place. I wanna enjoy. And now, I won't let you or my past to stop me from having fun. I don't wanna miss a single fun. So, good bye. Yeah, good bye :P For the last last last time, I love you. And Kevin, everyday I love you less and less. Hehe. Thanks to that funny guy :P My life is really wonderful now. I thank God for him <333 x
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