Kiqi. This silly person is making me go crazy because of P. Not because she annoyed me. But because I am so very worried about her being sad like that. I don't care if she bugged me all the way and talk about her all the time. I just don't give a damn. But when she tells me that she's sad thinking about what happened, that just makes me hate P more. I know as a Christian, we shouldn't hate one another. But her attitude is so ugly and it makes me really really dislike her to the maximum. Who do she thinks she is?! She should be thankful that Kiqi wants to tell her at the first place and heck yeah she shouldn't reacted like that. Pfft just so whatever.
Couldn't you be thankful instead?! Ugh. Or at least reject people in a good way by saying 'sorry' or whatever good words you have in your mind but don't do this to my best friend!! She's just like you. A human. With feelings. And those simple line, copy Kiqi, can hurts her so much. Think about it. Think about how do you feel when someone reject your love that way! I think you sure have this experience but if you don't, oh whatever I don't care. Hopefully someone reject your love one day and feel the pain my best friend felt. You don't take Kiqi for granted just because she loves you and she's willing to wait or whatsoever. Thats not the right way to treat people who have feelings for you. I know I am not good in love thing too but she's my best friend and I am so mad and so so so so hating myself for giving her support asking her to tell you about her feelings and I hate myself so much for ever thought that you have changed and actually did gave Kiqi some stupid advices about you. This is how I feel when my best friend is sad and I can do nothing about it but tell this blog how I feel because I know if I show her how angry and mad and disappointed I am, she will surely say 'why are you so mad?!' Bitch, its all because I care about you and I can do nothing to help you to feel good. But no worries Kiqi, you still have me as your best friend :D We can be best friend forever. And enjoy our life!
This blog really helps a lot. I feel so much better now.
God, please heal Kiqi's heart. And bless her with all your loves and make me curse less, please! Amen
xx

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