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Stopped loving someone is impossible.
Friday, 27 May 2011 @ 06:00 | 0 Comment [s]
Same goes to our case. I will never stop loving you. I just stopped trying. Stopped caring. Stopped asking people about you. Stopped crying. Stopped thinking about you. Stopped updating myself with your recent news. I just stopped everything except for loving you. I know myself better than anyone else does. And I also know that my feelings for you are fading. Probably because I am in love with someone else now. He makes me laugh and happy with all his lame and not lame jokes. And he is probably the best joker I've ever met/knew. Really. And I'm so glad that I met him and get to be close to him! Hehe! Sometimes, I just wish that I never met you before. Never knew your name. Never bother to text back. Never bother to go the next step. Never to take things seriously. Never bother to think about you in school or elsewhere so very often. Never bother to love you more than I should. But I did. And this is what happened if you met someone, know someone's name, text someone back, bother to go to the next step, take things seriously, think about someone so often, love someone so much more than you should! So, the moral of the story is that you shouldn't take things so seriously and live love laugh and practice 'forgive & forget' in your daily life! I assure you, life will be extremely gooood(Y) And you know what? I'm so glad I made a new Facebook account and I don't add you. Because I want to know nothing about you anymore. I don't wanna know who are those who wall you. I don't wanna know what you do and see your pictures ever again until I am fully healed! ;)) And I still remembered you told me to find another boyfriend. Man, watch me! I will! I won't let your words let me down. I still remembered when we were once a pair, you are the only handsome, nice, awesome, good looking, cute, smart and all the good things I see. Because when were together, I just barely barely text other guys, or never get to know other guys. For that one whole year, I only concentrated on you. Well, to be honest, I did have this good feelings to other guys. But I don't cheat! I didn't. And I love you so much with all my heart that I got heart broken every time. But now, you broke me up. I opened up my eyes and I see so many things I have not seen all these while! Like, all those guys out there. Funny guys. Good looking guys. And stuffs. Hehe! And I slowly realize that you are not the only one who is awesome and good looking and all that. There's a lot more good guys out there who knows how to appreciate people. Wahaha! But yeah, I'm not mad at you because you dumped me for you studies. But because you don't even want to be good to me after broke up. You treat me like a total shit :D do i look like one to you?! Pfft, I'm beautiful and I know that and you're just jealous. bahahha! And those things you said you leave me because of your studies. You know what? If you really want to be with me, you won't care about all those. You care only me. I know its stingy, but who cares?! Stupid! hahahah! So yeah, whatever. I'm moving on. And this time its true. Not gonna waste my time on you. Heeeeeeeeeeeeee. And I wanna thank you for breaking me up. Because I will never ever met this good and funny guy if you didn't! Lots of lovvveeeeeee, Bong! xx |
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