It has been centuries since I last post here.
Oh it seems like I said this all the time. Haha. Nyway. Here goes my life.

Hmmmmmmmm, well I sort of lost this best friend few days ago. I mean, we were close for few moths already and he was one of those who listen to my problems and everything. But now he has got a girlfriend. He said its alright if we text everyday like we used to. But the thing is, its not okay with me. I'm being considerate because I felt that. Felt the pain and jealousy where your boyfriend talks to his best girl friend all the time and you feel so dfjasdkfljas. I can't explain but yeah, I hate that feeling. So I don't want anyone else to feel what I once felt and hate me for that. I have more than enough enemies right now, hahaha. But of course, life goes on. Even if we still text now, all our topics would be about her. Its not that I'm jealous or whatever. No, but, if we talk about her all the time, when is it going to be my turn to tell you what is going on in my life? Right? I need a friend whom I can tell things too. I need someone to listen to me too. That is why I stopped replying your texts. Because I respect your relationship.

Another thing is that, I can't wait to quit Leo Club! Argh, sorry to say but it really gives me a whole lot pressure become one this year. School works, tuition, softball and I had to send report every month. I just have too much to handle. *Sighhh.

Mmm and I miss him KB. Its sad that we're no longer friends. I mean, yeah.. He's such a great friend and I don't know why we're not talking anymore. Meh,that is why I hate being into a relationship. I lost people after every break ups. F- that man. Ughhh:( I wish he knows how sorry I am for everything I have done and said. And maybe if we have the chance to be friends again, I will treasure our friendship. But, I guess we both are going to stay this way forever:'))

And as for KR, I kinda think that I've moved on. I don't know. I just missed being with him, missed talking to him and all that:)

So for my studies, heeeeelllllllll yeah I improved a WHOLE LOT after taking tuition. Ffuuu I should have go for tuition ages ago. Meh, nyway. My teacher's brother is so daaaaaaaaarn cute. Hehe. I tend to look at him secretly when he's not looking. And when he smiles, aaaaaaaaaawwww, I won't doubt it. Super adorable!!:D Hehehe.

I guess thats all for now, will update again soon, I hope. Haha.

Lots of loves
Bong
xx

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