Friends? I don't even have real friends in real life. The word friends has already lose its meaning. "Friends" talk about each other behind their back and all that.

I used to mind so much when people tell me someone hate me and all that. I used to get sad and cry and all that when people told me they hate me. But now, I don't. I expected all these even before it happens. Why? Because I know, I am no longer the same person I used to be. I don't do what I used to do anymore.

My friends and I used to get along last time but now, I tend to feel like we all don't have the chemistry anymore. I know they all hate me. I know they all talk bad about me behind my back. I know they all are trying to get rid of me. If any of you read this, yeah, I've got your point.

And to you who posted status about me, here's what you need to know. I'm sorry if what I said to Aileen is bad but I can guarantee with all my heart that I so don't hate her. I don't hate her voice. I don't hate her looks or whatever. They are all jokes. Just like what we did to Eurika. Of course, I don't blame you because yes the way I said it to her on her face is just ouch. But I wouldn't have said it to her face if I really hate her. You clearly don't understand me yet. And one thing you really need to know. I talk about God everywhere I go but that doesn't mean I am perfect. That doesn't mean I won't sin no more. That doesn't mean I will be as holy as the Almighty God and makes no mistakes. NO. I will still make mistakes. I will still commit sins and all that. So don't expect me to be perfect because I am not. Remember that always, friend.

I know when the school starts later, I will have no one to back me up. Everyone will go by your side and I will be left alone. That is alright. Don't that happen to me all the time? Don't people leave me every time? So I pretty much have got used to this kind of situation. Yes, I don't know what will I do or whom will I go to after school reopens later, but for now, I don't want to worry about that because I know God will never leave nor forsake me and He will be with me all the time and its true what they said "People come and go, Jesus came and stay"

So you see, friends nowadays are just....I don't know. I admit, I do talk about my friends sometimes and I hate it when it happens. Like I said, the word friends started to lose its meaning now and its hard to find that one true friend who will stick with you through your good and hard times. And when you make one small mistake, they will remember it forever and forget what good things that you have done.
This is just too typical to be true.
But I know God is with me.
All the time,
So peace be with all of you,

love in Christ.

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