So, I met this one guy at my friend's house this year. I didn't really notice him at first but his elder brother because he kept looking at me and laughed and smiled and all that. (And later I found out that he is that kind of guy that smiles and look at people a lot and its pretty normal)

I started to go to my friend's house very often because we have this study group thing four times a week or more so we meet a lot. Then, when I got to see Johnny (fake name) and slowly get to know more about him from my friend and then I started to feel like I have this feeling for him. By the way, he is cute alright. But of course I didn't tell my friend that I have a crush on him because she is actually his sister lol and I didn't want her to know. Because she'll tell him and make fun of me and yeah.

And I am so happy to know that he's older than me but we're both form five. Teehee!

You know what so different about him from other male friends I know? I'll tell you about it.

He does his homework and revise every night. 
No joke. Because I go to his house almost every single day so I know. After my study group with my friends, I went down to the living room waiting for my mom to pick me up and he's there doing his homework. I thought he was just acting or showing off at first. (Yeah I judge book by its cover a lot) But no, he does that almost every night and his sisters told me that he will always get his books after he woke up from afternoon nap. I mean, maybe some of those guys out there do this too but they're not those I know. So I am impressed and that makes me like him even more.

He lives a godly life.
I'm not saying that he never makes mistakes or whatsoever but he lives a godly life. He prays and goes to church a lot. He is one of the church active members and most importantly, he reads Bible. Some people including me think its quite unusual for a guy to do these things because teenagers usually think of fun and fun and fun. But now, he opens my eyes and made me realized that not all teenagers are the same and I totally changed the way I think and all that now.
And btw, I once saw him wrapping his Bible nicely and I somehow think its cute how he knows how to take care of things properly.

He put his family first.
Like I said, unlike any other male friends I know. He puts his family before anything else. I mean, of course after God. Most of the guys I know put their girlfriend or their friends first. But he doesn't. He spends almost all of his time with his family. You might think, whats so cool about spending time with family? Friends understand us most because we're the same age and bla bla bla. But he doesn't even have problems finding someone to share problems with. He has sisters and brothers and cousins and they are all supporting. They are open and understanding. Thats why I love spending time with my friends. Because they gave me good advice and I always refer to her whenever I have problems. She knows what exactly to say to make me feel better. So yeah. Hehe.

By the way, he plays football/futsal but sadly he supports Liverpool instead of Manchester United. Meow.

And my friends told me that he has a lot of "fans". Well why not? He's so good looking. But meh.

Gah, I just hope that I will just get over Kevin asap because it has been almost one and a half year after we broke up. I just want to be happy.

God bless everyone!

Greeetingggggg fellas!


Friends? I don't even have real friends in real life. The word friends has already lose its meaning. "Friends" talk about each other behind their back and all that.

I used to mind so much when people tell me someone hate me and all that. I used to get sad and cry and all that when people told me they hate me. But now, I don't. I expected all these even before it happens. Why? Because I know, I am no longer the same person I used to be. I don't do what I used to do anymore.

My friends and I used to get along last time but now, I tend to feel like we all don't have the chemistry anymore. I know they all hate me. I know they all talk bad about me behind my back. I know they all are trying to get rid of me. If any of you read this, yeah, I've got your point.

And to you who posted status about me, here's what you need to know. I'm sorry if what I said to Aileen is bad but I can guarantee with all my heart that I so don't hate her. I don't hate her voice. I don't hate her looks or whatever. They are all jokes. Just like what we did to Eurika. Of course, I don't blame you because yes the way I said it to her on her face is just ouch. But I wouldn't have said it to her face if I really hate her. You clearly don't understand me yet. And one thing you really need to know. I talk about God everywhere I go but that doesn't mean I am perfect. That doesn't mean I won't sin no more. That doesn't mean I will be as holy as the Almighty God and makes no mistakes. NO. I will still make mistakes. I will still commit sins and all that. So don't expect me to be perfect because I am not. Remember that always, friend.

I know when the school starts later, I will have no one to back me up. Everyone will go by your side and I will be left alone. That is alright. Don't that happen to me all the time? Don't people leave me every time? So I pretty much have got used to this kind of situation. Yes, I don't know what will I do or whom will I go to after school reopens later, but for now, I don't want to worry about that because I know God will never leave nor forsake me and He will be with me all the time and its true what they said "People come and go, Jesus came and stay"

So you see, friends nowadays are just....I don't know. I admit, I do talk about my friends sometimes and I hate it when it happens. Like I said, the word friends started to lose its meaning now and its hard to find that one true friend who will stick with you through your good and hard times. And when you make one small mistake, they will remember it forever and forget what good things that you have done.
This is just too typical to be true.
But I know God is with me.
All the time,
So peace be with all of you,

love in Christ.

So, I just want to talk about this very charming guy here & his name is Ikrima whom is a teacher teaching Chemistry in our school. He is so charming, cute, hot, smart and too perfect to be true. We, Teresians are so so so crazy over him. He can sing so well and every time when he smiles, goodness! My organs melt. HAHAHHAHA kidding.

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